Was and Now..
Who am I?
The girl everyone seems to hate
The girl who hates to be late
because she hates the stares that everyone gives her when she walks in the room.
Who am I?
The confused girl
The lonely girl
because every guy she meets is so interested in the beginning
But decides to leave in the end
Who am I?
The girl who everyone thinks will succeed
But is overwhelmed with the responsibility of not doing her best while everyone is looking.
The girl who smiles and beams with sunshine on the outside
But screams help me within her heart
Who am I?
The girl who still runs back to the men who hurt her most
The girl who looks at herself in the mirror and still doesn’t understand why she doesn’t choose herself first
Who am I?
The girl who thinks she’s so far behind in life
So she can’t remain hype about the good moves she’s making
But..
That’s Who I was…
Who am I now…
Strong minded..
Because the man who she once loved told her otherwise.
Wise…
Because she took every mistake and turned it into a lesson
Happy..
Because even though she cares about others happiness.. She just started to put hers first
Motivated…
Because she won’t let herself become depressed by what others have done to hurt her..
One step ahead..
Because she won’t let the dangers around her knock her back to the place she once was
Understanding…
Because she has felt the pain.. heard the hate…and wiped the tears in her eyes
Beautiful..
From the inside out.. and no one can tell her different..