Directions…Destinations

I was driving to a friends house to get away from all the chaos that has been happening around me. I took one of those long back roads because I just needed to be away from everything. This back road was long but quiet. Little to no traffic. As I passed many trees my eyes…

Good as Void

Following Christ has been such an amazing journey thus far. There are ups and downs of course, but just having that on going fire for God has always kept me afloat. Recently life has took a turn for what I call a total smack down. I've never been the perfect person thus far, but I…

Slipping Away..

I'm usually AFRAID to let go.. To let go of your hand because..I know another hand will replace mine. AFRIAD...to loosen my embrace because I know the warmth you give me will escape me. AFRAID...to close my eyes because I may loose sight of what we stood for in the beginning. AFRAID.. to walk away…

Different phases of falling

Things always seem to be so great in the beginning... Feelings are so pure.. Smiles are so warm.. Hugs are so tight...But gentle.. Gentle as the touch of someones fingertips sliding down your skin.. Everything seems to be so exciting..funny..adventurous Because of charm you over look the signs that tell you STOP AHEAD... Continue to…

Lets Pray Girl

It was a Sunday afternoon and Candace had just came from church. She wore her pastel purple colored dress that fell off of he shoulders just enough not to look slutty in the house of God. She wore cute white flats that made her feet looking amazing for once. She always thought she had feet…

Silence

Nothing is worse than your silent tears The moments when you sit in your room on the bed and tears just fall quietly so you won't wake the others in the home Nothing is worse than your silent tears The moments you need to scream , but nothing seems to come out Nothing is worse…

Mindset Reset

Here it is fall of  November 20th 2018 and I feel everything sitting on top of me like heavy bricks. I've tried to keep everything in order, but I'm such an anxious person I continue to think about the things that I sometimes shouldn't. My first semester is ending, and I must say I'm exhausted.…

Pain IS…

I know pain all to well. Pain is falling off your bike and scraping your knee at the age of 7. Pain is watching your dad pack his bags at the age of 12. Pain is watching your sister move with your grandmother at the age of 14. Pain is watching the guy you thought…

You…

I would wake up thinking about you... How you changed my life completely... Not for the bad..not for the good.. But my life change so distinctively.. I've never cried so much..Never smiled so much.. It's all so weird to me... I'm in a place where I don't expect much.. But I want it all... For…