Life started out being so full of things that I didn’t understand, but I would surely get a taste of it soon. I grew up being shy and feeling like everyone around me was bigger, better, and luckier than me, But I still found happiness around me. Being young and not knowing who I was or who I was going to become scared me a little. I didn’t know what to expect out of life. I started to grow more and more each year and things became clearer, but hard. Looking back as to who I was around the ages of 13-18, I would use the words confused, loving, shy, dependable, and naïve to be honest. At the age of 18 my life completely changed as far as my thought process and feelings towards life. I lost my faith only to regain it again in the process of trying to find myself. Hell I honestly felt like I was loosing my mind at the ages of 18-23. Writing was always my outlet from the world. It let me express myself in ways some people wouldn’t understand. My writing gave me hope through the years where I felt alone. Here I am at 24 and my life has changed for the better. Words to describe me now? I would say Strong, understanding, courageous, determined, smarter. I’ve learned that Self love Is the best love. I’ve hurt others, and I’ve been hurt. I’ve cried and held others while they did the same. But most of all I’ve been encouraged, and I’m always ready to be encouraging to others. God has seen me through it all! I’m just one of the messengers to let you know anything and I mean ANYTHING is possible through Christ! So, welcome to a place where there will be naked honesty, and so much love that you’ll feel the goose bumps on your skin. You may even catch yourself tearing up at moments, but remember there’s always light at the end of the tunnel if you want it. Welcome to the inside of my heart , and if you look closely you’ll see the tunnels of light that I was able to climb out of in my times of pain. You may take a glimpse to your left and see that there’s a tiny piece that’s still bruised, but I always tell myself that I can’t forget where I use to be. As you see I’m the guide to my heart and I’ve learned to only let myself and God lead it to where it should be. So, Take a seat pretty girl and lets talk…
LettersFromMyHeart 